Lost

Dont know where to go
going fast then too slow.

when they were lost,i showed them their way
but when needed them the most,they didn't stay.

just clueless i am left
as if being faced by a theft.

i go to the corner and cry
no matter how hard i try.

silence is my new close friend
loneliness has become my trend.

i knw i am really very sad
from inside, getting really mad.

no one i wanna blame
i know they left me,when got their aim.

i was a fool to think they were mine
they dont even care whether i am sick or fine.

some people throw comments totally waste
did i ever judge you or your taste?

so many times i have got hurt
by those who have so much of dirt.

i doubt,does happiness still exist?
how long are my problems gonna persist.

still alive,hoping one path i will get
which will make everything set.

right direction so badly i need
getting lost was never my deed.

everyday with myself i fight
hoping that i will get rid of sleepless night.

it wont exist for long
i know day by day i will be strong.